Thursday, May 20

My Everything for You

I wrote this poem when I was in 11th grade in high school!!! Such a long time ago!!!

My Everything For You

Oh, how you give me light
That great God given blessing known as sight.
I know it's hard to understand
But, I'm just trying to hold my loves hand.
I want us to go all the way
And let it not bother us what people might say.
I chose to give you my virginity
I'll always remember forever an eternity.
In my heart you have a special place
Your heart that you giveth thee I keep locked in a safe.
I want you to just take a second to look and see
You're the hive and I'm your little honeybee.
For you, I always will love
For you--I'd even shed my blood.
No matter what happens between us
I'm always here for you.
Anything you ask, I'll surely do
'Cause--that's my everything for you

Wednesday, May 12

My Love

Sometimes how I use to love, I don't think its possible anymore! I don't think people want to love the way I want to love! I'm simple and easy to please. I don't ask for a lot, all I want is your time. I piece of you that can't be brought! Something that everyone can't get!

I want to be able to give you my all, my heart, my soul, my everything with the hope and faith that we will be together to death. I want us to share a love that we can pass on to our kids and grandkids and they know it's real. And if by chance I give you my all and it doesn't work out, yes, I will cry and be sad. But not for long because I'll know I gave it my all. And I put in every single thing that I was living with. And over time I'll move on because I know I gave it my all and it just wasn't meant to be!

I want a love like my parents. They have been married 33 years and neither of them wear wedding rings. Why, at the time, they were young and couldn't afford it and then when they could afford it. It didn't matter because a ring didn't make there marriage.

You can see my father at this place or my mother at that place, see my father dressed this way and my mother dressed that way, both with no rings on but you know they married. My parents carry their marriage in their day to day living. They walk like they are married, they talk like they are married, they act like they are married, they live like they are married, most importantly they are married together in God!!! Now that's Real Talk

What's wrong with that, I want that and I'm going to hold out until I get that because I know it's out there for me!!! And I know it's not going to come as perfect as that but my mind, my body, my heart, and my soul is open to being able to receive that man that wants those things. OMG...I'm so fricking excited right now because I know I'm going to find that one day and I'm ready for it!!!